Thank you :) and yeah, I guess I’m starting to realise that now. I let the words/opinions of other people get to me and wasted far too much time feeling like I needed to become someone else to be deserving of love. But you know what, I’m pretty fucking cool. I’m nice and I’m independent and I’m funny and I am faithful, I don’t ever say mean things to deliberately hurt people and I would do anything for the people I love. I have a good heart and a lot of love to give. If I can’t find someone who can look past what I do/have done career wise and see me for all the good things I have to offer, then I’d rather be on my own than keep trying to change everything I am because someone else told me that the real me isn’t good enough. And honestly? I don’t want a fucking boyfriend anyway. Sometimes I feel lonely and I think it might be nice to have someone to love me, but I still have so much more to do before I’m gonna be ready to settle down and commit to one person!
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